I never thought you would be that kind of person.
I guess I should’ve known better. But how could I? No one ever does expect something like that. You made me so happy, you made me smile, laugh. You were everything to me.
I never actually thought someone could love me, but you dropped in and my life turned into the perfect fairy tale. You enchanted me and wrapped me up in a blanket of love and magic, made my world seem brighter.
You helped me climb out of the darkness clawing at me, trying to devour me.
You helped me out of the misty labyrinth.
And then you just dropped me. I should’ve known.
You were always so careful, so gentle. It all seemed so unreal. In the end it did turn out to be the biggest lie ever.
I wonder if I was ever something to you. I wonder if all that time we spent together ever meant anything to you at all. I think not.
It did mean a lot to me. But that’s obvious, isn’t it? This is hopelessly cliché, like any other betrayal. I let myself be fooled by the charming smile and laughing eyes. But behind smiles there is always something. In your case it was lies and hatred.
I loved you. I really did. But I won’t let myself be dragged down again. Whatever for? You helped me out of my grief and ‘cared’ for me and I won’t go back to sorrow. It’s not a very pretty place to be. I will move on. I just wanted you to know. I’m taking it all in stride.
Out of all the lies, “I love you” was my favourite.
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Ehm…this was somethign random I wrote one day…not the best but I tried okay?
